The following is two excerpts from a sho…

The following is two excerpts from a short essay I composed:   Creator Malpractice: the chatteling of my liberation  4621   I am too much of a coward to stop writing. It would mean losing a voice I don’t have. It would mean losing words I don’t love. It would mean losing luxuries that mirror malfeasance.   It would mean losing a life that’s already gone.   I didn’t choose writing, people don’t choose writing. I never wanted to be a writer. I am not a writer. I write because writing chose me.   I am a breathing corpse, just because I love to write doesn’t mean I love writing, I am not a writer. Writing is a prison as oppose to slavery, it brings me freedom, an impelled freedom, a freedom bound and gagged---a ‘freedom’ none the less