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The experience of being incarcerated is above all-a reality check. You find out who loves you. You find out the difference between kinship and family. You find out who claims to care about you, versus, who truly does. Some of your so-called friends you never hear from or vanish, while others you least expected to have your back do. You reflect on your past life and realize: (1) how much time you wasted; (2) how messed up your priorities once were; (3) how much you haven't done with your time, resources, and talents; (4) how important spending time with loved ones is; (5) how lacking you were in self-control, discipline, and faith in God. I now understand how important and enriching it is to read and continually pursue learning and knowledge of varying kind. I also am more understanding, forgiving, and tolerant (although it is an ongoing work). I no longer am "selfish" and "self-centered", nor am I arrogant despite that i remain self-confident. I have embarked on pursuing theology studies to force myself to grow in my understanding of Christianity and lean closer to God. I no longer idolize money or material possessions, while I allow myself to aspire to enjoy them to an extent. I have certainly capitalized on this time to evolve into my best self. Geoffrey Reese #108526 Maine State Prison 807 Cushing Road Warren, ME 04864

March 4, 2021

What's good everybody? This is your boy Ryan it's a great day out, but I feel down which is uncommon for me. I say it's uncommon for me to feel down because I found out by my 19-year-young daughter Brianna, she's black and white by the way, that her 13-month-young half sister Princess, yes, Princess is by a separate woman is on breathing machines and has IVs in her little arms because her mother allowed her to get the COVID vaccine knowing that she's a preemie but now knowing the ramifications it would bring to our daughter. I'm not mad at her mother Justene and would not talk negative about her no matter what's happened between us, plus she's a great mother. None of my other two children Gabriella who's 7-years-young and Raul who's 10-year-young they're blood related and Puerto Rican and White have health related problems so what's the problem and the cause of my infant daughter's health problem? I send all of my prayers to you my baby girl, hang in there and that I, your father, loves you, I don't know what I'll do if I lose you! That goes for your brother and sisters as well. Love, Respect and Tranquility, Your Boy Ryan

Part One & Part Two

Part One I sent a letter in the mail It said, "please mom, stop drinking the ale Last time I seen you, you were so pale It broke my heart to see you so frail And you were going down the wrong trail. You see Jesus took a nail. And with His blood He paid our bail. He knew what it would entail with me you did not fail see mom I'm learning Braille Jesus is not a tale And His sacrifice did not fail. So send a letter to me in the mail!! Part Two My mom sent me a letter in the mail It said, "Son, I am no longer frail. You are right Jesus did not fail I have stopped drinking the ale. And now I am as tough as a nail. I thought my health would return at the speed of a snail But it was like a train speeding down the rail As you can see I am going down a new trail I am so proud of you for learning Braille I love you Son, thank you for sending me mail.

Have you ever went into a relationship e…

Have you ever went into a relationship eyes wide open to exactly what you are going to get out of it?  A lot of people don't.  Most probably wish and hope it turn out good.  Some even give up thinking and just go with it based on "blind" faith, a sign or how they feel.  Although emotions are important, we should also want assurances.  God gives us assurances in the signs all around us, but if you don't know how to read the signs, let alone don't even see the signs that matter...then you can't benefit from what it is supposed to lead you to.  Right? In response to your desires and the signs that point to them, let me answer a fundamental question, "What's in it for you?" The simple and easy response is, peace, rest, finality, wholeness; no more searching; unity, oneness...God! If we was to break it down into specifics that you can actually see, use and identify with, I would say that everything that you've always wanted (and some you may not even knew you wanted) would be yours.  Which will include: Satisfying an all-pervading hidden need in you somebody to love who loves you loyal companionship feeling good about yourself (with me) finding your true self broadening your life's purpose accepting someone to mess up your life...in a good way having your greatest supporter by your side an adventuring "freak nasty" to explore with the other half of you (your compliment) someone who will challenge you to be your best self strengths where you are weak opportunities to shine heat balance intrigue security when you're feeling insecure exciting stimulations inspirations peace of mind possibilities a man willing to do IT right, until he get it right comfort emotional freedom righteous advice and divine guidance fun with just being self a chance to get "IT" right (your failings) appreciation someone to believe in tears of joy to explore the depths, degrees, dimensions of self All of this and more. Finding a "good" man is an abstract concept loosely tied to strings that mimic the fulfillment of love.  Real fulfillment is not in what he brings to you, but that which he reveals by his existence in your life.

You can put the realest down but you can…

You can put the realest down but you can't keep the realest down forever!

In light of the most recent brutal polic…

In light of the most recent brutal police killing of George Floyd, we find ourselves right back at square one. More endless rounds of looting/destroying our own neighborhoods and businesses, by night, while cautiously developing sore, swollen feet; and hoarse voices by day-marching. We “protest” with the rest of the nation against the endless cycle of brutal police killings of unarmed Black-American males. 

 

Since Travon Martin, numerous Black-Americans have been killed at the hands of police. Yet, the only response society gives is even longer looting and marches. Nevertheless, in order to call for systemic reforms, you must identify “whom or what” is part of the system. Although issues concerning Black males may start with the police, the police are just the beginning hurdle in systemic racism….and, actually, the smallest part of the problem. Judicial branches, corrections, media, and political system- all play a hefty part.

So I’ve recently developed an onion int…

So I've recently developed an onion intolerance, and the prison finally realized this is an issue...after I explained about a lack of available food.  I may still shed a few pounds.  Maybe even slim down to 220, high school weight.  My Chinese vocab is up to about 160 words, out of the recommended 800 for HSKA.  Anyone out there care to help me make sentences? Other news: Anniversary of my mother's passing nears.  I miss her dearly, but death and rebirth awaits us all. Stay healthy, people.  No need to visit the Summerlands early.

Just wanted to use this, to tell everyon…

Just wanted to use this, to tell everyone that I have hurt, and betrayed that I am sorry for abusing their trust and love. I pray that one day you will be able to forgive me, all of you should of been treated better and with respect. In the past I never loved myself, It was impossible to love anyone in return, and that led me to hurt so many. This was 10 years ago, just pray that time has healed your wounds. With being in prison for the last 10 years, I've changed my entire life around, and only wish that people could see the man I have become. I'm sure everyone will be proud of me. I have a few more years left in prison, and want to find a few friends to become close with, people who won't judge me by my past mistakes, and only see me as the redeemed man I have become. An intimate relationship is impossible due to incarceration, all I seek is loving friends, no favors, handouts, money, or loans, my intensions are pure. I know trust is the hardest thing to earn and easiest to lose and never take for granted a friend anymore. Please feel free to contact me and ask anything. I pray that God will bless you and guide your every step, and His love forever be upon your heart.
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